I know I've been horrible with doing anything with this thing. I haven't touched it in months. This sounds very similar to the previous post, doesn't it?

It's gotten to the point where updating this thing not just feels like a chore, but I actually hate the prospect of typing up my thoughts. Yet, I don't want to get rid of this website. It's definitely a set of conflicting feelings. I guess the only way I can explain it to myself is that I don't really want to remember anything from here, but want to keep the memories I've made back in Seattle. Something akin to selective memory.

It's been over a year since I've become sickeningly miserable in this town. I've come to hate it. The only things I'd like to keep are the few, trustable friends I've made. That's pretty much it. Everything else could be easily forgotten with no desire to reminisce.

Things haven't been too interesting these past couple of months. I've fallen into a predictable, repetitive lifestyle. Of course, there are fleeting moments when things stray past the ordinary such as a stroll through a local art gallery located in an abandoned factory or a modestly-themed Halloween party, both events being rather recent.

I've been grossly indulging in two of my hobbies: videogames and cooking. Usually at the same time. Lately, I've been making pizza from scratch (flour, yeast, tomato paste and whatnot). It's surprisingly simple, it's just a matter of having all of the ingredients. I should try it when I get back to Seattle.


Despite my New Year's Resolution to try to keep in touch with friends back in Seattle, I've totally fallen off the map. I guess I don't really want to spoil their fun by droning on how depressing things are over here. But lately, the reason worlds have collided once more is due to the release of Halo 3, surprisingly. Now that more and more of the Seattle clan is picking up 360s, we run into each other on LIVE every once in a while and results in the exchange of words.

Sometimes, I wish I didn't have to become so pessimistic.

update this thing!! :P
-star - 080108 - 1004EST



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